One sentence summary: “How have you been? How do I look?”
You were simultaneously my most difficult problem, and the one that I wanted to solve the most.
“Why did you have to appear in front of me?”
I summed up my questions about you to one short sentence.
It was a short question, but it was one that I pondered over constantly. What did I have to do to not know you. What was I supposed to do to know you and not fall for you.
It was a short question, but I poured the countless worries into it. What should I have done to not know you? What should I have done to not fall in love with you, even after knowing you?